Since I started this blog last August I have been conflicted as to the direction I want it to go in. I love reading blogs that have a balance of personal posts and posts featuring very inspiring things (and sometimes these two things coincide with one another). While Post Grad Hair Cut started out as completely personal I feel its been heavy on 'the posting about what other people are doing' side of things as of late.
That being said I need to take a break it bring it back to personal. Way personal. We're going to do a
180 (thanks) here. I like to think, as most of us do, of the blog world as a community. It is precious to me the sincere support a blogger will give to another without ever having met them face to face or spoken on the phone. So please bare with me as I let some of this out.
I have been facing a major life transition in the past year. It has been coined as a 'quarter life crisis'. While I feel the dramatics of this label do not necessarily aid in conquering the underlying meaning of it, I do find it appropriate. In the past year I have faced many changes both in my relationships and my career. Let me give you a little background.
I graduated last May with a degree in English. I live in a city saturated with creative, unemployed, underemployed or self-employed individuals. After five months of searching for a career-type job I settled on the first one that gave me an offer. A month ago that job ended and sadly not on the best of terms. In October I applied to do a program starting this September that would teach me design skills that I am passionate about having. I have had my mind set on going to school in September. Recently I started a process of applying for some funding for this program that requires proof that there is indeed room in the labour market for another graphic/web/communications designer. In Vancouver, there doesn't seem to be.
So what do I do? Before I knew this funding existed I had resolved to myself that I would pay for school with a student loan. When I found out about the funding I was definitely excited. When I embarked on the process of applying for it, I started to realize that maybe I won't be able to find a job after I graduate, let alone secure the funding to prevent the loan. So now I am rethinking if school is an appropriate choice.
I am conflicted between two schools of thought: 1. Do what you love and everything else will fall into place. 2. Be realistic. You've been to school for five years, time to get a job and stick with it.
I would love any insight or personal experiences that anyone has to share. If you want to email me, feel free or leave a comment for others to read too.
Let me reiterate, I appreciate everyone who reads this blog whether regularly or not. I appreciate all of those people whose blogs bring me so much inspiration and joy. Thanks to everyone.